Memorial created 11-16-2006 by
Kacee Jaine Simm Smith
August 9 1981 - October 26 2004
SHE WAS BORN BEAUTIFUL, SPECIAL AND WONDERFUL.........KACEE YOU ARE AMAZING...
She was named for her mum and dad...Ken and Colleen (Ka for Ken, Cee for Colleen)
This online memorial was created in loving memory of Kacee Smith by her mum Colleen, whose life story is told throughout this memorial website. Please sign Kacee's guest book and let us know you came to visit. We will remember Kacee forever. She was born Beautiful, Special and Wonderful.
The music played on each page is the music that was played at her funeral and has great meaning to her family - listen to the words, they reflect so many feelings and emotions.
Kacee's story will be added when I can bring myself to write it, but until then, the following was sent to me by a friend (Michele) who Kacee and I lived with after her father passed away (she was 5 weeks old when I lost Ken). Michele's husband had a visit from Kacee not long after she passed and this is what she told him to tell me............
Like unsettled waters
Is a troubled mind
The clock ticks away
But not always on time
Some dayís can be great
Full of sunshine and ray
When others arrive
You wish them away
Like the darkness of night
Even I couldnít see
What tomorrow would bring
For my mind and me
When the days turned to night
And there was no light to see
God sent his angels
To set me free
At peace is my mind
Like never before
Eternal bliss I received
As I entered Godís door
When you feel the touch
Of the warm summer breeze
Or hear the whisper
Of the leaves in the trees
When the stars shine bright
In the evening sky
Or the birds softly sing
As they pass you by
When the moon light dances
On the deep blue sea
Weíre sending our love
Itís from God and me
Thank you Mark - I treasure this.
Cousin Joshua read a card Kacee gave me whilst she was in Northside West Private Clinic in July 2004 - she wrote.........
Thank you for:
* Arranging my 'holiday' at Northside West
* Loving unconditionally
* Sorting out my *!?#*
* Bringing me cigarettes, clothes and money and anything I ask for
* Brightening up my room with flowers
* Visiting every day
* Throwing Shay's (21st) party
* And still managing work and everything
Love Kacee xxx
She wrote also......
How can someone shine so bright,
To always be my guiding light?
How can someone hold me so tight,
When all I seem to give is spite?
Maybe one day when things go right,
I promise to try with all my might,
To make up 4 all those sleepness nights,
If only you knew,
How hard it is,
To do this,
I LOVE YOU
And from me to Kacee..........
I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear not fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are
whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder
that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
by E. E. Cummings
I want to take this time to thank my daughter Shay for her unconditional love - she is my Rock. I also want to thank my mum, sisters and brothers for their understanding and for enduring my unending grief - it will remain that way until I can hold Kacee in my arms once again. I also want to thank Kacee's cousins and cousins in law for the love they show me, Shay and Kacee and their unbelievable understanding of who Kacee was. She is being taken care of in heaven by her Dad Ken, Grandpa Smith (Grumpy), Grandma Scott and I just know Barry is there watching over her too. Take care of her until I get there. I love you all. Colleen
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